Okinawa | February 6, 2016
I appreciate you talking to me and telling me what is going on. I miss you and I miss interacting with you. So any chance I get, I appreciate. Even when it pisses me off. I also appreciate you sending me the Python book. I am enjoying it!
I am going through the Python book. Reading it before I do anything with the actual programming. I have to tell you, if the books we used in school were like this, I would have learned a lot better. This book is very easy to read, very easy to understand and breaks down the concepts for the handicapped man a hell of a lot better than anything we had in school. I am also making another batch of bean soup, which smells divine. I am sure the “end product” wont smell so good though! Sorry, I couldn’t help myself. I know, I know.”Try to.”
I am puzzled by why I pissed you off so much. I am actually puzzled by why I continue to piss you off so much. I am starting to think that me just breathing pisses you off. Which is why I am on egg shells sometimes talking to you.
Concerns with Recommendations:
I am concerned with what I just wrote and also how you will take it. I mean, I am trying to tell you what is on my mind and I KNOW you are telling me what is on yours, but I am concerned as to why we can’t seem to get in the same book, let alone the same page. It really frightens me and pisses me off at the same time. I am concerned that everything I do is irritating to you. Please tell me if I am off the mark on that.
Wishes, Hopes & Dreams:
I wish we could be happy again with each other. I really do. More than anything. I miss you. I miss my best friend. I hope we can get back on track. That sounds so blasé (I may be spelling that all wrong, bla-say). I miss you, I miss my best friend. I miss talking nonsense to you and hearing you laugh, or talk nonsense back to me. I miss talking to you about real stuff and not feeling like I am getting judged. I miss laughing and joking with you. You know that my jokes are out there, but normally they aren’t THAT bad. I just miss…you!
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