Okinawa | February 9, 2016

Appreciations:

Hey baby, I appreciate you talking to me earlier. It was not anything I wanted to hear, but I appreciate you chatting with me all the same.

New Information:

I got my hair cut today. I talked to the XO, who said that he had not heard anything new either. So he is going to go with me to finance tomorrow and talk to them. When I went, I got nowhere. Sigh. However, I think we will tomorrow. I have a good feeling.

Puzzles:

I am puzzled by what we are going to do. I don’t care about anyone or anything else but us. I am tired of fighting all the time. I am tired of arguing about everything and nothing. I am puzzled by what you need to feel better, I know hat sounds terrible. I am puzzled by what you need to feel alive again. To not feel trapped. I am puzzled if any of that can include me.

Concerns with Recommendations:

I am concerned with you. I am concerned with us. I am concerned with being alone. I am concerned with you being with someone else. I am concerned with being replaced. I recommend that I do everything I can to not have that happen. I also recommend that you talk to me about what you need.

Wishes, Hopes & Dreams:

I wish I were home. I wish I were with you. I hope that we get through this. I dream of growing old with you and a long long time from now realizing how lucky we are to have stayed together.

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