Okinawa | February 14, 2016
Hey baby, I appreciate you telling me your feelings and your thoughts last night. I know that this has been a rocky road for you these last well, lot of years. I am getting myself out of the rut I have been in and trying to remember who I was. I would like to get back to that guy well, a better version of that guy. Not the one that I have become. So I appreciate you telling me your feelings.
I went to church and then went to the commissary. The one on the close base closed early today, so I went to the far one and it was closed too, sigh. So I came back here and grabbed a few things from the shopette. I am working on laundry, my uniform and missing you.
I am puzzled by how we are going to break down the wall between us. I know it won’t be easy, but I am determined to do it. I’m not quite sure still, but I am determined.
Concerns with Recommendations:
I am concerned with keeping communication open. I am concerned that things won’t work out and that scares me to death. I am concerned that I am offering too little too late. But again, I am working on things regardless and I know that you have given me the tools at least to be a better person. Now I am acting.
Wishes, Hopes & Dreams:
I wish I were home. I can’t wait to see you again and hold you. I dream of being with you a long LONG time, telling you dumb jokes and hopefully making you laugh. I dream of going on adventures with you, road trips around the country, seeing things that we have never seen before and exploring new things together. Whether it is cooking new foods, or seeing the largest ball of string in the world, I want to do it all with you. I love you and miss you. Love Max!
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