Okinawa | February 26, 2016
Hey baby, I appreciate you talking to me and giving me ideas to deal with. Like finding a hobby, getting out of the room and doing something. Doing things that are going to stimulate my mind, so that I am not a lump and by association I will have something new to actually be able to talk to you about. Hhhmmm, did that make sense? I hope so. What I am getting to is that you always tell me what I NEED to hear and not just what I WANT to hear.
I went with the jag guy to talk to finance. The finance guy in a nutshell said that they can’t pay for the reactivation because blah blah blah. The jag guy said, :look, this card was shut off because there were issues with finance and DTS. It wasn’t his fault! You yourself have said so!” The guy said he would have to talk to his boss. Sigh.
I am puzzled by what you are going to do this weekend. I know that I am going to ride my bike all over the place tomorrow, I think it will be good for me! I think it will be actually fun and who knows, maybe it will help me think.
Concerns with Recommendations:
I am concerned about what is happening to us. On the one hand, I think it is good the things you are telling me. That I need to get a hobby, that I need to get off my ass, that I need to get things done, that I need to quit complaining (I am NOT going to use the “w” word!) and that I need to just DO stuff! On the other hand, it is not easy to hear those things and I tend to get defensive or hurt or whatever you want to call it. Yes, the truth hurts, I get it and everyone needs to face the facts and in my case I need to face the fact that I am an ass more often than I think I am. But could you lie to me every now and then? Not today, because today was just shitty, but once in a while?
Wishes, Hopes & Dreams:
I hope you have a wonderful day today and I hope that you are still having sweet dreams. I love you very much and I can’t wait to talk to you! Love me
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