Okinawa | February 28, 2016
Hey baby, I appreciate you taking the time to talk to me. I know that I have said that a lot, but I really do mean it. While a lot of things we talk about are idle chit-chat, I firmly believe that in that chit-chat is real stuff. Getting to know each other a little better, which is the whole point.
It was a beautiful day today and I went on another bike ride. Not as long, because my ass muscles hurt from yesterday! Lol, but I went on a bike ride, came back and worked on python stuff. I have to shower and do laundry, because I haven’t done that yet. Gross I know, sorry.
I had a dream last night that we worked on sewing together. I was home and the sewing room was clean and we worked on a quilt together. You were showing me how to do things on your sewing machine. I know this is weird and you might not believe it but it’s true. So why did I put it here? Because that’s when you said I could sew with you. I agreed so readily. I have never thought about sewing before, but I like doing things with you and I like watching you craft things. I like how your mind works. So I am puzzled (finally getting around to this part) why you think that we are so different and that I don’t want to do things with you. It really doesn’t matter what it is as long as we do it together and have fun with it.
Concerns with Recommendations:
I am concerned with the way that you can’t seem to get motivated to do anything. I am not nagging!!!! I am not trying to get you to DO anything. I am just puzzled and concerned when you say that you can’t get motivated. I know that there is a lot going on and when you have time to veg you take it. I don’t blame you a bit for that. But things like not going bowling yesterday or not getting your sewing room cleaned up so you CAN sew and do things you enjoy; you don’t do it. Now, I am the world’s laziest person and I KNOW what a bummer it is to do work things when all you want to do is escape. But what I don’t understand is why you seem to be making yourself more miserable. Wow, this came out all wrong. I will just quit and move on.
Wishes, Hopes & Dreams:
I hope you have a great day and I hope you manage to find something to have fun with today. Watch something that makes you laugh out loud. Do something that gets your heart pumping. Do something fun with J or do something for you. I just hope you are happy today. I love you and I hate to see you so miserable.
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