Okinawa | March 2, 2016
Hey baby, I appreciate you being worried about me. I know that sounds pretty self-centered, but hey, I appreciated it! I also appreciated the frank talk we had. Like I said before, I didn’t exactly like it, but we need more talks like that.
Just like this morning was crazy, so was this afternoon. I don’t have anything new to tell you. I will have tomorrow though. Friday we have a class a inspection and then I am going to assume payday activities, so tomorrow is THE day for me to find answers. I will.
So talking to you had me thinking of a few questions, notably what is it going to take (if anything) to get past all this? I don’t know. Having said that, you did bring up some things that I certainly need to improve upon. Keeping in touch with the kids, sending letters, doing my classes and pt like I say I am; to name just a few. But the biggest one is how to get past this? I THINK (and again, this is hopeful wishful thinking on my part) that if I can really SHOW you that I am doing all those things (and more), that you will see that I am serious about our relationship. Instead of just TALKING. So you got it! It starts today.
Concerns with Recommendations:
I am concerned with you saying that the longer I am gone, the easier it is for you to just let me go. That scares the hell out of me. Especially when all I want to do is hug and squeeze you forever. I don’t have any recommendations really, other than you are going to see a lot more of me! I’ll be sending pictures and letters. Oh, and probably bad jokes. Just you wait!
Wishes, Hopes and Dreams:
I hope you wake up feeling refreshed and wonderful! I love, love, love you and wish I were there! Oh, on a sad note, my coffee maker has given up the ghost. It just won’t heat the water. I am going to take it to the electronic maintenance guys tomorrow and see if they can revive it.
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