Okinawa | March 27, 2016
Hey baby, I appreciate you spending so much time talking to me. I appreciate you letting me into your life…From telling me stories, to talking about dinner, to griping about the kids. I appreciate the time you spend talking to me.
DON’T FORGET YOUR SHOT STUFF!! Okay, now that that is out of the way…I have been working on the paperwork and I am not finished yet, but I will be soon. It is NOT any fun. Other than that, I really have not been doing much today. I made my chicken stuff and kind of messed it up…I tried doing too much to it I think. My throat is hurting like I have been running in frigid weather, but I feel okay.
I really liked what you said about going and basically telling the money people to do their job…I am puzzled by why I haven’t done it before. I should have knocked my head against a wall for only a few days and then gone and said to them to do their job. All the crap I am going through now should be done by those that deal with this on a daily basis. I hate asking for help and I hate saying that I can’t do something…But, my pride should not get in the way of taking care of things. I can ask for help on things that don’t have a dang thing to do with my family; I am puzzled why I can’t ask for help when my family DOES matter. My gut tells me that you would say that it is due to not putting you guys first…that is not the case. I just want to show that I can take care of you guys without having to ask for help. Sigh. I didn’t say it made any sense, but I think that is actually the way I am thinking.
Concerns with Recommendations:
I am concerned with you getting the kids motivated to do anything. I know that you are doing what you can, but it doesn’t seem to be working. This concerns me because it means that more is dumped on you at a time when they should be stepping up and growing as adults. It makes things just harder on you and that is not fair at all. I think that there needs to be some other way to motivate them and I think that maybe one of them (M) living on campus would be a good thing…in general. I don’t want to see them go and I don’t want to see them leave the house for any reason, but they (she) is killing you.
Wishes, Hopes and Dreams:
I hope you have a great day today. I know that it will be interesting traveling with everyone going to your mom’s, but I think it will actually be a fun day. Anything that is out of the norm is a bit exciting and that is a good thing now and again. I just hope that the weather is good for you guys. JUST DON’T FORGET THE SHOT STUFF!!! I love you and miss you and I wish I were there with you on Easter Morning! Love me
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