Okinawa | April 23, 2016
Hey “A”, I appreciate you telling me what you think. I don’t agree with some of it, but I appreciate it. I appreciate you staying with me through things too.
My internet is still out. I won’t bore you with the details, but suffice it to say that I have been railing at the people all day and it won’t be turned back on until Monday. No it was not something I said or did. I slept like shit and had terrible dreams.
I am puzzled by what all you have said to me. I am going to try and check my mail. I am outside the library right now as it’s the only freaking place with Wi-Fi.
Concerns with Recommendations:
I am concerned by what I am going to find in my mail. To be perfectly honest, I am scared as hell with what I will find.
Wishes, Hopes and Dreams:
I hope that you believe me. I would NOT choose to not talk to you. I might avoid things, but I would not go to that kind of lengths. I can’t make this up, because it’s just too nuts. I love you and I hope you still love me too. Love me